Sometimes I hate being me
Monday August 21, 2006

I don’t think that it’s an unnatural (or even wrong) thing, to be dissatisfied and/or disappointed with yourself sometimes. But right now I’m feeling really disappointed in myself and I thought that I would blog it all out of me =)

Awful point #1
I’ve been a class 1, grade A, top of the world, bitch lately.

Awful point #2
I’ve spent so much time feeling sorry for myself that I haven’t bothered to even look and see the hardship that everyone else is suffering right now.

Awful point #3
I’ve been lazy and self-indulgent. This means that I am becoming unhealthy and I am suffering the consequences of ignoring my allergies.

Awful point #4
I’ve been distracted. I have chosen not to focus on the things that need to get done, and have been feeding my imagination a little too much lately.

And what do we need to do?
Someone please kick me up the butt and fast =)

As of today, I’m going to pick my spirits up and be the person that I used to be. No more whinging and whining. No more living for the weekend only because I don’t feel like working. No more making up excuses to not go out and exercise. No more milk products (ahh… that’s harder than it sounds).

Watch me change for the better

I can do it… I swear I can =)